Keling!

So here is it, a topic i wanted to blog for a long time, the most over used word in 2008, KELING!

Let me tell you in advance that I'm not talking ill of any race or religion, if you choose to believe otherwise that ain't my problem!

First question to my fellow indians, are we so great ourselves that we are allowed to get pissed when someone uses the word 'Keling' towards Indians? I wonder how many Indians and non Indians truly know what does the word 'Keling' means and why we get so worked up about it. Fellow Indians, are we trying to justify that we should not be refer to as 'Kelings' when we ourselves have many creative words for our fellow non Indians? How many of you have called a Chinese as ' China Pandi', how many have you made fun of Singhs? How many of you made fun of Malays? How many of you thought Orang Asli are jungle people and pretend that we are much better? Except for Gandhi, we as normal human beings would have 'kutuk' someone else from another race so why get all worked up when someone refer to us as Kelings? Isn't just a word? A word that should have died off long time ago?

 

So here we are, referring to each another with many provoking names and we say we are better than others. When will these end? Who really cares what colour we are, ain't what's inside matters the most? Why let ourselves be provoked? Stop insulting others and people will stop insulting us, as simple as that but surely hard to practice, why you may ask, cause we are stupid, we created rules that makes no sense, beliefs that we ourselves don't believe in. 

Anyways, last post for 2008, kinda proud of myself. This blog lasted longer than i expected! Happy New Year guys, maybe 2009 be free of all name callings! Partner, totally proud of you for saying Tak Nak this year! Pray there will be more Tak Nak's in 2009! Cheers....

I'm Back, Really?

Well, i don't think that anyone is actually waiting for me to put up a post cause i myself visiting my blog after such a long time. Here's the reason of me blogging again, I have a secret..A secret i can't share with anyone till i myself get a reply and if i get a reply from that person, it will be the best christmas gift EVER!!! yes, i said EVER and i mean it. Meanwhile check out this clip...I'm in love with the rock version of Anbe Sivam!!! Look for it at youtube, i still suck big time in blogging! Yo partner, teach me to put up links la!

Been way too long....

I personally have nothing to write mainly cause my brain ain't working how it use too...i am speechless...that's all....i'm feeling fucked...

How Come, How Long?

This is what have kept my mind away for some time. I'm having an issue trying to figure out what to do when things like this happens right in front of my face. I will like to say that i'm totally against "men" who bash up women and  the valid reason can be ' I was drunk, forgive me'..come one..really come on!!! Worst is when a dude decides it's perfectly fine to whack your mum and family members cause your GF wasn't satisfied with something done at home..Ok, it won't sound dramatic until i tell you certain true story involving people i know :

1st, Dude goes drinking, after clubbing and not being able to pick on his own size..he decides to go home at 3 am,wake is wife up who is 7 months pregnant and practically drag her to his mother's house..for what you may ask...Stupidest reason ever, he was hungry..so here they are at his mother's house at 3.30am..Mum puts food for him cause,oh pity boy been drinking all night long..he must be hungry(let me remind you that this is a true story)..so the bastard eats and while eating he ask his sister how was her exam..and she says it was tough but she did well...under the influence of him not having a dick and no one fucking his man made pussy..he screams at his sister for not being smart as he is and for saying that the paper was tough..so here comes the mother,asking him to lower his voice as it was almost 4am...guess what happened next...go on..make a guess...i know,your light bulb is blinking..actually it's worst than expected..dude aka bastard with no balls throws the food at his mother's face for asking him to speak softer..yes, right at her face..the same face that woke up to feed the bastard child of hers...not being satisfied with what he has done to be more manly..she bashes his sister and his wife..yup, she's pregnant..your right again! After all that said and done, he told his sister that if she flunks her test, he will kill her..and he even said that she can have cops as her proctection( even a drunkard knows how fucked up is our law of justice) but he will kill them followed by her...so you being a good friend aka GF..what will you do?ok, putting a specific mentality aside, i decided to do what's right but it just doesn't seem to be enough!

Ok, one dramatic story down...now imagine 3 more stories..same type of story but more dramatic taking place in one week period from 3 different people..how am i suppose to react? I have done my part, i hope you will too if you happen to come across this kind of stories...

On a different note..a fucked up one too.. Let's pay RM2.70 per litre of petrol..gone were the days on rm10 lets drive around...Time to buy a bicycle, anyone know a place i can get a good deal? =p

Brain Dead...

Yes, i have noticed that i haven't blogged for some time..there's a lot to write but some how when i get close to the lappie...i tend to forget what i wanted to say!!!sigh...any how...things are pretty slow and boring at the moment...someone out there...entertain me please...say something,anything..but make sure it's something nice as i have been pretty grumpy lately!

End of The World?

I don't know about you guys, i know we been saying for many years that the world will end soon..noticed how things have changed?it seems like any time, we will be gone...too many things happening around the world,too many deaths..i can't handle it! I'm not GOD, i don't know when something will happen to us or people that we love. I suggest, which i'm going to do as well...call up your close friends that you haven't spoke to for sometime,call your enemies and call your family. Spend some time to know what's been happening in their life, say a simple Hi to anyone even a stranger! Throw away that ego, be humble! Death could be minutes away, if we were to die atleast we will die in peace and harmony! Enough with the wars, mother nature can't take it anymore, she can't lift our burden anymore, start simple..start recycling, encourage others to do so. Stop throwing rubbish on the streets and in the sea, i'm sure the cleaners will be more than happy to find other job, you are doing no favour by littering!

I am very emo now, why you may ask? there are certain things i can't say out loud but i'm afraid..afraid of many thing..I alone can't change the world but WE can..i haven't been myself lately, i'm restless...The angel of death is knocking on my door... I don't have much time, I say my good bye's with a smile on my face..To my friends and enemies, you make me smile!

Be the change, don't wait on others to clean up your mess! As hard it could be, do something diffrent today! Live today like there will be no tomorrow cause some of us will never see the sunshine again!

P/S : This post is not to scare the day light out of you! Be the change...Be the change cause we ain't talking about our kids not being able to see things we have but there just might not be a planet for us to live in anymore!

Freedom of Speech...

For the past four years i've been wondering what does it mean to have the freedom of speech, what does it mean that we live in a democratic country? It bugs me, it bugs many other..Many speak of it,many don't! I'm not sure in what category i am in but i do know what category i should be in but the bigger question is, do i have the guts? Isn't it sad that i have to have guts for my own rights as human being? Why am i constantly afraid every time i leave a comment in someone's  blog on a topic i truly believe in? 

I don't know, i really don't...too angry to justify why i feel like this and too caught up in drama's to do what i feel. As i said, i'm speaking my mind..and my mind is blank now!

On a brighter note, i went for a holiday to tioman...will upload pictures on that..yup,you are right,i know how to upload pictures without my master Malar teaching me!

Not So Buta It Anymore!

Long way to go but LB became just a bit more smarter today and i have to thank Malar for that! See any changes? Many more private session and things to learn from her!

Ok,i know i'm some how stupid considering what i just learnt, but something is better than nothing,rite?

Thanks Malar! i owe you one....

LB got her B.L.O.G.R.O.L.L

On a Mission

Simple maths for dumb ass like me. Get rich fast scheme,my way!

One hour - RM30

One day  - RM300

One week - RM1,800

One month - Rm7,200

6 months - RM43,200

That's how much i'll have in 6 months time, and just say i use up 20K, i still will have RM23,200.

Now imagine i invest on that amount, i don't need to work for the rest of my life.

I don't believe in having too much cash..i don't believe in fancy cars nor fancy houses and etc.

I wanna have just enough cash so i can live in this cruel world.

Australia, here i come!

In Tribute to Spy

Today, i lost my dearest friend..when i wake up in the morning,he's the first thing i see and when i go to bed, especially when im super drunk, he never fails to entertain me. One year and three months, my beloved pet tarantula passed on.

Ok, here's the hardest part...my friend(justin) gave Spy to me as a christmas gift long time ago so somehow im on a mission to get him drunk(that will be extremely hard) and break the news to him.

Recently, i came across people who blame others for even deaths of human beings! Someone dies and someone else gets blame, even it happens to be an old person...130 years old...the death still will be someone's fault! Will i get blamed for Spy's death?

Anyhow, Spy is buried and resting in peace...not sure if i wanna replace it but now that i am sitting in my room, i can't help but to feel lonely..

Rest in Peace SPY!i will always love you...

Tribute to my trust on Malaysian security aka Man in Blue!

Have you ever wondered why you bothered doing certain things in life? especially when you think what you doing is something that will give you some peace of mind?

Let me tell you a certain true story,there's no happy ending here except for frustration!

Election season is over, you know what's the first thing that i noticed which made me smile...everywhere i go,i saw cops...no..no..i'm not a big fan of PDRM but i felt safe especially after getting mugged near my house!honestly,i saw cops everywhere..so here i am thinking,WOW,finally i can go to bed in peace..im protected(Not my Tony Soprano)

This incident took place on 10th April 2008 around 3pm :

I was watching tv when my sister and i hear this loud noise outside my house, when your life is stuck inbetween watching crap shows on astro and sleeping..u tend to be a bit busybody and i'm glad i was(maybe not)!

There was this couple(and please stop asking me whether they were indian,enough with the stereotype) with a child..when i mean child around 4 years old!Mega drama was going on,stupid tamil drama also kalah! The dude,i think he was high on something was bashing the girl and the kid was trying to protect the mum. Ok,we really wanted to go out and help but reality sank in,what if he had a knife or a gun?how are we to protect ourselves?ok..lets not take matters in our own hands..what's the next best thing can i do?jeng..jeng..jeng...(Light bulb blinking)..lets call the cops!

After two seconds of wondering which is the number (911 or 999,don't bother knowing what's the right one cause it ain't worth it)..a called was placed at

 3.58 PM! WOW,my call was answered within two rings!

Ok,an operator answered..was polite that's not what matters now!i tell her the whole story,"ada orang kena pukul,i rasa BF atau suami dia,ada anak kecil lagi"depan rumah saya(this is when she asked for my address,phone number,how many times i smoke in a day,am i cute(that's a joke))..ok,i gave her the general details and she told me to wait while she transfers the call to IPK KL,so here i go about giving the same old details all over again and this is when i noticed that idiotic bastard was choking her and she fell or died..i really wasn't sure and the kid was crying like crazy! 

Ok,made the call,waiting for the cops..the girl is alive and just when she was ok,the dude decided that he should bash her up again, i can't take it..i'm going to help..i walked out and started to think is this the best option?saw the time..it was

4.33PM! What the hell,where are the cops!?damn it,i'm calling 911 again...I explain the whole story again,i was fucking angry by than and the operator says,bawa bertenang cik!!!WTF???how am i suppose to?My call was transfered again to IPK,KL..same guy spoke to me and asked me 'cik,polis belum sampai ke?',do i seriously look like i'm working on your behalf?that dude said he'll call me again...

4.36PM! That guy from IPK,KL called and said..the cops will be there in 10 mins or more!!dude..don't u realise what's happening here?it's life or death situation!!!it's not about some dude stealing coins from a vending machine!!!

4.39PM! Some cop called me from his cell and guess what's the first thing he asked me..dia orang melayu,cina atau india??why does it matter?seriously???WHY???so after that dude wasted some time asking me how to get to my place,is the guy(who's whacking the gal) old or young,mentally challenge or not and some other stupid question,he hanged up!!

4.50! Ok,they are coming soon..she will be safe,that bastard gonna go to jail!May he rot there...that's when i realized the girl and the child were missing but the guy was still here...ok..i'm waiting...ok..still waiting...erm..waiting....this is when even the guy left the scene in a rush(GOD knows the faith of the girl and the child)..i tried to get his bike number(no luck)...ok..all this happened two days ago and guess what..

THE COPS NEVER SHOWED UP!!!!!

Do i regret not taking matters to my own hand???Yes and No..why?

YES : Cause if anything happened to the girl and child while i thought it's the cops job to protect the citizen,i will never sleep in peace again!!

NO : I have no reason!

This is when i thought,i need to make the change so i called JD(makkalsakti.blogspot.com) and asked him what i should do..he told me to lodge a report and i really want to...i'm not giving excuses but transport became an issue and my friend janji kosong..said he will come but he never did so i'm promising to myself,no matter what it takes!IM MAKING THAT REPORT!!!!!

P/S : There was a fire once near my house around few months ago, my sister,my friend and few others called the fire department..more like the operator and getting the call transfer to some station and giving the details all over again...and guess what??!!!yes,you are right..they never showed up...What happened to the fire?People started spraying water towards the fire with our low pressure water( my mum always say that an old person can piss faster than our water pressure)

Do forgive the grammar and spelling, this is my second post whereby i haven't had a single drop of alcohol in my body!

Some day,hopefully soon....i will believe in my country!

The empty promises will be fullfilled!

Martin Niemoller :

When the Nazis came for the communists,

I remained silent;

I was not a communists.

When they locked up the social democrats,

I remained silent;

I was not a social democrat.

When they came for the trade unionists,

I did not speak out;

I was not a trade unionists.

When they came for the Jews,

I remained silent;

I wasn't a Jew.

When they came for me,

there was no one left to speak out.

Finally some truth!

Ok,i haven't blogged for a long time..that doesn't mean i've been sober..what kind of life would that be(i don't know and i don't wanna know!) The reason i'm writing today aka blogging, i found a great blog, he honestly tells the truth,and i'm pretty sure there were some people who had "good" things to say about his blog but if you ask me (like anyone cares what i think) not only his blog is funny but he kinda speaks what he thinks!oh..before everyone goes..is LB advertising for him,is he paying her?oh no..she's pregnant with his kid!!!nop..none of the above..i really like his blog and i'm not getting paid in any manner to write this post and i don't even get many hits(I doubt anyone reading my blog)!ok...i haven't haven't had a decent drink today(a cold beer) therefore my brain is shutting down but before that happens and if anyone reading my blog except for my gf and few stalker,i honestly suggest that you pay a visit to his blog!

ragedindian.com

I'm drunk

ok..i admit..some how i only manage to update my blog when i'm drunk or tipsy..at the moment i'm tipsy..i had a great night out..oh,yeah..i forgot this blog is meant for me alone,so who ever cursing me to hell(my ex-gf) forgive me,i might look at this tomorrow and go 'DID I WRITE THAT??!!!'but here it is..ok i can't spell..maybe..just maybe i'm drunk..more to come soon...

What Shall I Write?

I spent the whole day doing nothing too great and to entertain myself,i'm writing these...ain't that fun? Well, lets just say i have had a great interest in politics recently,who doesn't right?so i have read,watched and cursed many things but i started to ask myself,what can i do?what can i do that will change the way people think or act? Honestly,i am still wondering what i can do whereby a mega and drastic changes will take place..i guess for now i'll do more of the thinking and less talking!oh yeah,i know pictures will make my blog more interesting but as i mentioned earlier,Buta IT kid haven't figured that out yet so hopefully to redeem my pride,i'll figure that out soon!Well,gonna go back to reading my book cause honestly i'm starting to bore myself!wonder if anyone really reading this and cursing the shit out of me!Bless me GOD for i suck at blogging!

Book i just finished reading - The Kite Runner

Book i'm reading now - A Thousand Splendid Suns

Both written by Khaled Hosseini

It's really interesting,makes you to wonder what u have and what you can lose in matters of second!Appreciate everything cause you'll never know when you will lose it...GOD bless Malaysia!PEACE

Yes,I Have Started A Blog!

Ok, finally i did it..i started a blog, why did i? I let you know once i'm sober but i doubt i will ever be! The reaction i get when i tell someone that i DON'T have a blog is like telling someone there is no world,i get the same reaction when i tell them that i don't have a passport and i never flew in my life! Anyhow,i have flew before..the wonder of ice,ice baby(if you know what i mean)..for now,i'm gonna use this blog to just say what i think regardless of what someone or anyone gonna think,after all we malaysian's,especially indians have our rights to speak up,right??ehem..ehem...i'm sure im gonna get hits like crazy,you wonder why?ISA baby...im a threat,don't you see?anyhow...let me tell you at i suck when it comes to internet and computers(Buta IT) but i will try my best to satisfy myself and hoping i will be smarter in future,how am i suppose to bring a child to this world if i know nuts about computers,poor little child..what were the parents thinking...ok,i'm going to bed..i don't know whether i will ever blog again and if i don't...atleast i tried,now i can say..I  HAVE/HAD A BLOG!!!

I pity those who are actually reading this..like i said...i'm speaking my mind,not yours!Got something bad to say about me,start a blog and bitch about me...got something nice to say about me...what a little darling of a friend i found on world wide web!